I miss my brother. ~

I’m scared for him. I’ve seen Saving Private Ryan and Full Metal Jacket too many times. Even though he’s not leaving for bootcamp until April…I’m still scared. Losing him would be the hardest thing for me to do….|: SLKJlaskdfjas. Bleh.

Mayday Parade definitely isn’t helping right now. But they never help. I’m tired. I’m sad. I wish I was happy. I don’t know why I’m sad. It’s not because of anyone. I’m just sad, I guess. :| There’s nothing to be sad about, though. I don’t know anymore. Ehh. :||||

Why can’t things go back to the way they were? I miss old times. I miss my best friend….|: